Sunday, 26 August 2012

Love him


I really tried
I tried to get over him and move on
To be happy without him and love someone else more than i loved him.
But i could not do it.
I love him 
He does something to me i can't explain.
I love him
When I'm with him the butterflies are indescribable
I love him
He drives me insane and makes me so angry but
I love him
Even though i have shed many tears and sleepless night
I love him
He gets me, knows how to make me smile, knows how to love me
I love him
Whenever i'm with him, the world stands still everything bad goes away and im just with him
I love him
"He got this look i can't discribe
He make me feel like I'm alive
When everything else is a fade  
Without a doubt you're on my side"
I love him
I might be making a mistake and might get hurt more than i did before but
I love him
He might cheat and lie, tell me what i want to hear but
I love him
                                                                                                                                                   Sizwe

 


Monday, 6 August 2012

im actually a happy person lol


laughed for 30mins





campus and its craziness

lovely sister

the girls

i heart you


My heart


faith

This pic gives me faith


Unawsered question


why can't i forget you?
what keeps me holding on and hoping?
when all you've done is disappoint me and made be cry?
what if you change?
what if you realise you cant live without me?
what if i made a mistake and gave up on you?
why does it hurt s bad?
when will i forget you?
when will i be happy with someone else and not think bout you?
why wasn't i 'THE ONE'?
why wasn't i good enough?
what could i have done to make you love me?
why can't i hate you?
who are you with now?
who have you ever truly loved?
why wasn't it me?
why are you still in my head...my heart?
when will i stop crying?
why wasn't i good enough?
why didn't you love me?
what can i do?
why don't you care at all?
when will i be happy...without you?